So… Yesterday was a complete failure. I had spent my entire week preparing, gotten sick, spent my money, and waited 2 hours in the freezing cold for the prepayers meet that NO ONE showed up for.
I’m not going to lie here… Organizing SparkleStuck is no walk in the park. Yeah I can see how it can be a lot easier if it’s just one person doing all the drawing and arts that need to be done, but I am not an artist like that. I have a team that doesn’t listen and understand how important things are to get things in on time and a whole group of people who want to do this but don’t want to support it.
And I can only make things so easy for people. I can only try to give them so many nice things before i realize that they don’t even want them…
If I started putting less effort into this project it most certainly would not happen.
It felt like it was my birthday party and no one showed up - except even worse because this actually impacts if this thing will happen or not.
I’m just frustrated and everyone is the problem. Now I’m going to go smoke and watch StarTrek.